attraversiamo

so i watched julia robert's eat pray love a few days back. and here's the message i carried from the movie - lets cross over.. cross over from our perennial woes and problems and complains and confusions and fears and everything thats pulls us down and doesn't let us enjoy life. instead - meditate, laugh, eat, pray, love, dance, sleep - find pleasure in the simple things of life :) couple of dialogues from the movie that stayed back with me - its time - sometimes its fine to lose your balance in love to find the new meaning of life - we are so scared of failing that we we'll get destroyed if we dont.. (something to that effect, i probably got the words wrong)

now here's why i sound like a cliched counsellor. yes i broke up and yes i was watching it as a coping up exercise. right now a new phase had begun in my life. and the timing of this phase in my life is amazing. i just stop and wonder at how the guy sitting up in the clouds above coordinates so many things simultaneously. with dgdw done, i have all the time in the world, with being single i have no expectations anymore, and with my phone gone and watches stopped i have noone to answer to and noone deadlines to follow. and its the perfect phase following the last one. i have had my share of experiences - crush, confusion, love, break-up, fleeting kiss, love again, break-up again. but right now i am just like a feather floating in the wind. letting the wind take me around, enjoying my sense of feeling weightlessness. until i look down.

and then i see that there is a wave of break-ups around me. is it something to do with finding ourselves in the mba, or is it looking around and realising that my perfect world is not even in working condition. when will my movie start again? i want to be infatuated.. find my happy ending... but i dont like the waiting, can someone speed this up for me please?